Redefination of Life

This week, everyday is a hectic day to me. Sometimes i’m off to campus as early as 9am and then went back to my dearest apartment around 4-5am in da morning. I just go home to have my rest aka sleep and then went off doing errands again. I even don’t have time to pick up my laundry yet….Hmmmm…i’m out of clothes…waaaa

Why am i so busy? It’s because of MMU AWARDS 2005/2006…i guess this is the biggest event that i ever join since i enter MMU. It will be held on 29th of April (this Saturday) and yes…it’s the same day as AIM…i didn’t even realize it until i heard the news about the live telecast in HOT FM. Which will be grander…ours or theirs??? Hahaha…ade hati nak compare event nih ngan AIM…just kidding…can’t compare our event with AIM laa…for sure AIM will be grander. They have more budget than us…ours is limited so have to do everything within the budget constraint. I can only pray that our event won’t be such a dissapointment for those who attend the event on that night. I wish for everybody to have a good time although this is only AWARD NITE and NOT prom nite. That’s the update for now…click here if you would like to know more about MMU AWARD I really hope to get good pictures on this night since i only have few collections of pictures during Unite and FCM Nite. Masa FCM Nite pun nasib baik Kak Ira suka ambil gambar. So there are few pictures of me with the CCC staff as well but still feel soooo rugiiii…dress up tapi tak bergambar…heheh…but both of the nite was a memorable one to me in their own speacial way

2 more days before U-Nite and the theme for the nite is RED CARPET AFFAIRS! Yesterday, I’ve completed my hunting on things that I want to buy and wear during the prom. So now I have complete sets from dress, shoes, shawl (I’m gonna wear it as tudung off course), handbags and a pair of contact lenses just for the night. I can wear the contact lenses for a month off course, not just for one day.

This is the first contact lenses that I wear which I feel comfortable with. I’ve tried few contact lenses before but I don’t stick with it since I don’t feel comfortable wearing it. It’s been almost 2 years since the last time I wear one so I’m having a hard time trying to put it into my eyes the first place. Lucky for me the sales girl is one patience lady. Hehe…I keep blinking my eyes when I try to put it on but I’m used to it now. Fuhh…if I’m still having the same problem like the first time I try to put it on, I’ll be going to prom with red eyes and red nose.

I’ll be wearing black dress which is not a surprise since black is one of my favourite colour (though my sis keep saying that it’s look like I’m mourning). Black is glamorous what! (Ayat nak sedapkan hati) Hahaha…maybe in way this is sort of a mourning as well if I think about what my-x had promised me which is, we’ll be going to the prom as a couple but instead I’ll turned up single and available jugak. Hehe…nevermind lah, I can look out for cute guys out there right? (Ayat sedapkan hati lagis sekali. But reality is, it’s hard for me to find someone that I really like…usually it’s always crush and burn…when I truly like and care for this person, dah tak ada jodoh plak…sedihnya!!!) Dia seorang pecinta yang setia, cuma cintanya bukan untukku. The irony of it all! Hahaha (gelak sedih ke gelak gembira ke pun tatau laa)

I’m counting the days for prom and I’m counting the days of FYP submission as well. Weeeeee!!! My circuit still not working, my report only 30% completed (3 of my friends already completed their report) and my lecturer/supervisor kinda disappointed with me. Hhhmmmm….PADAN MUKA AKU!!! GATAL LAGI JOIN SOCIETIES IN FINAL YEAR!!! WEK!!! I’m in the edge of having hyper-tension. Hihihi…Oooo well what is done is done…I just have to try my best to complete everything the very best that I can! Fightooooo oh!

Ever heard of KARMA? It is define as the cause and effect. “Whatsoever a man swath, that he shall also reap”. For each action there is an equal and opposite reaction. There are a lot ways to describe karma, but it is essentially the belief that your present circumstances are the product of previous actions, and what you do today will affect what happens tomorrow.

Not that I totally believe 100% in Karma but sometimes this thing called Karma really do exist and happen in everyday live. It’s either we realize it or not. For example, we may have belittled, judging and questioning other person credibility in one situation, but we have to remember, the same thing might happen to us in the future. Are we that perfect to condemn somebody? Do we condemn them base on facts or just base on our own emotional state?

Maybe that’s why it is called cause and effect. The cause of our actions in the past may effect what we are facing in the future. If we have hurt others in the past, we will be getting the same hurting in future. If it is not soon, it will be soon enough. Huhu…this is one amusing facts/thoughts and it’s scary too…I think I better check my Karmic situations. Hopefully I have positive Karma instead of negative one. Have to generate more positive vibes than negative ones then

p/s Sorry if you’re offended with the words used in the stickies. The truth is the truth and the truth is rarely simple

I’ve been busy. That’s not something new I guess. Sometimes I went to campus early in the morning and arrive back at home late at night. Sometimes went out during the afternoon and arrive back at home early in the morning (3am-4am). I will at least spend 12 hours and more in the campus or doing my errand of the day. Crazy if you ask me. I’ve never been this busy all my life and I’m doing poorly balancing my time between studies and duties

FYP submission is due in 2 more weeks but my dearest circuit still not functioning. Test it today after I’ve been asks to change the programming last Friday by my supervisor. Changing the programming means I have to change the circuit as well. Damn!!! Double work you know. Waaaa but it’s not that bad lerr. At least that help to reduce the wiring and stuff and it also make my circuit much simpler (too simple if it was to be compared with other student’s project). Sungguh gempak circuit-circuit diaorg. Terasa kecil diri ini. Huahuahua. As long as I have done my FYP as required, then I should be fine. I hope. Errkk. That’s the hardware and software part. The report? Hahaha, haven’t start anything yet. I’m dead! Again!

The S.R.C.ian play Tug of War today and I’m kinda lost my voice due to lots of cheering. 1 2 3 tarik!!! Come on guys you can do it!! Hehehe. Don’t know why I’m so crazy today. But all and all it was fun. For me, it was the cheering part lah and guess what, we didn’t expect to have such supporters backing and cheering for us. So by the time it was our turn, everyone keep cheering for us. Cool! Very damn cool! I guess that was one of the reasons why I’m so energetic at cheering today. Hahaha. We won 3rd place. Not bad huh. 7 iron man of S.R.C. Congrats congrats.

I think that’s all for now. Need to start writing my FYP report. Yuckkss! Daa~