Redefination of Life

As promise…this is the picture of my new kittens…they look the same aren’t they…definately not the same if you look closely…can’t remember the name…my maid like to give these pets weird names lah…on the left is my all time favourite…she’s soo chubby and she like to play hide and seek…in the middle is a she as well…this one is like her mother…she like to bite people’s toe…and on the right is the only male…he looks exactly like his mama, Kofu…duplicate of Kofu laa nih…i can only took one picture of him while he’s sleeping soundly in the basket coz it seem like his sister here doesn’t want him to take all the credit…hihihi

I’m off to penang today (28/01/06) with 4 of my friends…hopefully the traffic won’t be that bad tomorrow…please please please u know laa how long the jam can be when there’s a festive season around the corner…everybody will be going back to their hometown for those who’s celebrating it and for the others it means holidays…including us that is oopppsss…that only mean one thing…we’ll be contributing to the traffic jam as well …the more the merrier…rite…WRONG!!! this one is an exceptional condition…ahakss…ok that’s all for now…i’ll update about the trip after we got back here…plus our photos there of course…pray for me and my frens safety during our tripl…

Back here in Cyberjaya for 2 days…been home at Alor Setar for one week…that’s why i haven’t update my bloggie…Jaring connection is sooooo damn slow…i wish i have Streamyx connection instead of Jaring…broadband rule!!……current news from Alor Setar, my sis Alia is now a Form 4 student…taking pure science subjects like her sister here aka ME……she’s taking 10 subject as well but exclude account since there’s a new subject called EMT which we don’t have back in 2000 my youngest sis Shuhada is now in Form 2, mischievous as ever…i’m sooo glad i’m not in high school with this two sis of mine…i was the Assistant Head Prefect and this two are the trouble makers at school…see the different they have two warning letters each…if they got one more warning letter they’ll be suspended from school…huhuhu…my mom currently having a headache with them but they make her laugh when they told her about all their mischief activities at school so i guess it’s not that bad huh since she know what’s going on one thing for sure… they will have amazing stories to shares with their frens when they enter university…unlike me, i don’t have any interesting stories to share since i need to be goody-too-shoes most of the time during school hours…in short i lead a boring and routine life during my school years…wahahah…*sad stuff*

Luckily, i can say that i enjoy my time in university…thanks to all my frens which touch my life in different kind of ways…teach me different kind of stuff…make me see and feel things that i miss during school years…the true meaning of friendship…the kind of friendship that you will cherish all your life…the kind which make you sit and think back of all the wonderful and bitter times you had share together…things that had happen which had tighten our bond…it’s kinda sad when i think that i’m only left with only one more semester to be together with them…hopefully i can treasure every moment of it

Pheewww…just finish cleaning my room, my cupboard, my books and & lots lots of notes plus the toilet and the kitchen…i’m in one of my cleaning mood days…muahahaha…that’s rarely happen *wink wink*…i think by the time i work, i need a maid to do all this chores…huhuhu…even during training i feel exhausted when i got back from work so just imagine if i’m really in the working world itself and then on weekend i need to tidy up my place @ home…by the end of it i will be drained, beat up and wearied for the coming week…huhuhu…i think i prefer to spend my weekend relaxing and enjoying my free time rather than do house chores…hahaha…ya ya i know i’m lazy bump…

Do you know what irritate me the most…people who crash into your home…then they utilize your kitchen to cook their food but after that they doesn’t tidy up or clean the place or the utensil that have been used…that’s what happen in my place nowadays…the floor is sticky with all the cooking oil, the pots and pans are fill with leftovers…even the fridge is also like the dumpsite of the leftovers…urghhh…they are provoking my patience…unfortunately i’m lack of it…patience laa what else…i gave her the first warning before…if there bound to be the second one…it wouldn’t be in a nice ‘asking’ tone as before…and for sure they wouldn’t like it as well coz it wouldn’t be ‘asking’ or ‘advising’ anymore…this time it would be ‘demanding’…and people doesn’t like to be command around…yeah that’s me…bossy and a bit laser in some situation…the person that i don’t like to be but they had push their limit beyond my toleration…’cheq dah teguq elok2 takmau dengaq kan…kena teguq cara kurang elok baru padan muka satgi kot…pastuh jangan dok tarik muka 44 ngan cheq noh…lengkali pandai guna pandai2 laa kemaih’…that’s a WARNING!!…Aloq Staq style…muahahah

FYI…i got 3 new kittens…all 3 of them have white furs…cute and cuddly but i can’t cuddle them of course…i’ll be sneezing and that will blow my nose off…achoooo!!! alergic to cats fur…that’s doesn’t include all the itchiness it cause to my eyes, ears and throats…i got a golden question from someone last nite…how about if it turn out that my spouse like cats??? errrr waaa i like cats but i’m allergic to them…so i’ll demand from him for an answer “Make your decission…it’s either me or the cats” hehehe…kejam jugak aku nih ekk… can’t say yet lah what my answer will be…that’s a long long way to go…so ask me again when the time is right and i’m sure i’ll have the answer by then…i think i’ll update the kittens picture later2 kay…need to do some amendment to it…and now i’m off to see American Idol…tata ~

Butterfly
by Mariah Carey

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Chorus:
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you’re
Ready to land

Chorus:
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can’t pretend these tears
Aren’t over flowing steadily
I can’t prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
ButI will stand and say goodbye
For you’ll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Chorus:
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Chorus:
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Inferiority complex…Ever heard of that term? My mom is quite knowledgable about this psychological thingy so she’s the one who introduce it to me…since my mom can only give a general description of what inferiority complex is so i’ve done my own research on it…well let just say for the sake of self-satisfaction of learning why people behave the way they behave…in your life when u have to face this sort of people it became very irritating and confusing of the way they act…but when you learn about it, you will realize that this is just another psychology illness…pity to those who can’t overcome it becoz it can be lethal to your state of mind…
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